Im Rachel. Welcome to my mind.
This is where i express how i feel and if you don't like it then don't click that follow button up there.
I'm not good at expressing how i feel at all. I have such a hard time expressing my emotions towards people because i've been effed over and hurt so much. I kinda just put this wall up with everyone now because i figure if i don't get emotionally attached it wont hurt as much if they walk out on me. I don't face my emotions, if i start getting stressed about them i go to sleep or just blast my music. I ignore them pretty much. That may not be right but that's how i am and i'm not sure if i like that but i cant change who i am. I guess that's why it hurts me so much when people express their feelings and emotions to me because i have nothing to say in return.
I'm really nice unless you judge me before you even know me. You may know what people say about me but you DEFINITELY don't know my story. I'm always here for anybody though. It doesn't matter how much you dislike somebody, everyone still needs a little help every once in a while. I may not always know what to say, but i'm a great listener. No judging at all.
I struggle with cutting and depression. I have for almost 3 years now. I'm stopping though....or at least i'm trying. And that's a start right?
See that pic up there^ That's me and my better half. KC Mayne. I've known him for 5 years and he means the absolute world to me and respects the hell outta me. I've never had someone care so much about me, and i've never cared so much about anyone. I love him with all my heart and plan on marrying him one day. Having an adorable baby boy named Jacob Bentley Mayne, and grow old together. He's my best friend. <3
I love my best friend Ebun Dada she is the most amazing person i've ever met and i don't know what i would ever do without her. <3
Music is my escape. When i'm upset i have to listen to music to calm me down or i will end up killing somebody.
Drake. <33333
To Write Love On Her Arms. <3
Forever In My Heart...
Jacob Bullock, Marvens Mathurin, Grandpa Jim, Grandpa Charlie, Nathan, Uncle Terry, Grandma Sarah, And Maxy-poo. <3
